Aviators + Lennons = ♥

I am so tired and I just need it to become summer and I need to gain courage. I am always so scared of losing when there is actually nothing to lose but I am the best at losing everything. I screw up but everything somethingn new is coming in the way I am so scared of flying, taking my steps out of the nest. Why can't it be reversed?

I just have to make sure I want it badly enough and I'll squeeze what courage I have inside of me.